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love,
marcel
>>you can't do much when you keep thinking about the things that you don't have, but you can do much with the things that you have<<
I AM STARTING SCHOOL TOMORROW! OFFICIALLY TOMORROW!!
Should I be excited about it?? ERhm. i dont think so. God, this will be another semester, i hope please please i hope this semester will be better than the previous two. Well this time round, I dont feel like making any promises to myself; like saying i want to join some cca, i am going to enjoy sch days or i will work hard for my grades and blah blah blah. When there are too many promises made, you are more likely to break them isnt it? Or at least, you will feel more pressuarized by your own promises. So why bother?
Anyway, internship was great. Thanks Jeffrey (my boss), Angeline, Jasmine, Kate, Yiwen, Desmond and Kester (my colleagues). Learnt great stuff there and made friends too! :) When's our prata outing, people?? I AM WAITING! =D
Before i end...
should you be a mistake in my life, i accept it well
we are still friends, i dont care what happened then
crying your heart out is a good medicine, trust me
talking to your best friend is the second one, trust me
one night, i cried thinking and mumbling to myself of words that i would want someone to read at my funurel shall i be dead tomorrow
i had a long letter, thanking important people in my life and telling them how much i loved them and yet never taken any chance to tell
i tot to myself, could it be real?
and the next day when i woke up, i told myself oh God thank You i am still alive
shall i not, i have not written those words i wanted to say
lastly,
BIG thanks and MUCH love to my family, my poly girlfriends, my sec sch best friends; thank you for having me around in your lives.
much love,
marcel
Should I be excited about it?? ERhm. i dont think so. God, this will be another semester, i hope please please i hope this semester will be better than the previous two. Well this time round, I dont feel like making any promises to myself; like saying i want to join some cca, i am going to enjoy sch days or i will work hard for my grades and blah blah blah. When there are too many promises made, you are more likely to break them isnt it? Or at least, you will feel more pressuarized by your own promises. So why bother?
Anyway, internship was great. Thanks Jeffrey (my boss), Angeline, Jasmine, Kate, Yiwen, Desmond and Kester (my colleagues). Learnt great stuff there and made friends too! :) When's our prata outing, people?? I AM WAITING! =D
Before i end...
should you be a mistake in my life, i accept it well
we are still friends, i dont care what happened then
crying your heart out is a good medicine, trust me
talking to your best friend is the second one, trust me
one night, i cried thinking and mumbling to myself of words that i would want someone to read at my funurel shall i be dead tomorrow
i had a long letter, thanking important people in my life and telling them how much i loved them and yet never taken any chance to tell
i tot to myself, could it be real?
and the next day when i woke up, i told myself oh God thank You i am still alive
shall i not, i have not written those words i wanted to say
lastly,
BIG thanks and MUCH love to my family, my poly girlfriends, my sec sch best friends; thank you for having me around in your lives.
much love,
marcel
>>you can't do much when you keep thinking about the things that you don't have, but you can do much with the things that you have<<
life seems quite
fancy me saying that when i have lotsa to think about
i hope i have made right decisions
though things dont turn out the way i expected them to be
i cant stop thinking how much time i'd love to have
if the war was to break out some day soon
i cant help but to realize there are just too many things i have not done
and yet everyone knows we are running out of time
imagine how would you feel when you 'seem' to have the freedom of your life
and yet every single move you make is so restricted by others
how can you not give a shit about people
when you are living in a socially active society
dont you always think that i dont want to do the things that you said
sometimes someone is not born to be like everyone else
i love the way my life is
i love the things that i do
if you find me unusual
all you have got to do is just to
understand
accept and
respect me for who i am
count myself lucky for always meeting the good yet wrong ones
dont ask me why
i have no answer to your questions
you dont have to know who i miss
it has been imaginary anyway
it doesnt matter to me anymore
what or who you are
with love.
>>you can't do much when you keep thinking about the things that you don't have, but you can do much with the things that you have<<
i said
i really really do hate to share with others
about things that i really really hate to say
i said
i never wanted to become too dependant on anybody
cuz i know it well that i'd be alone someday
i said
i would be strong when the wind blowws and thunder strikes
everything will be settled and gone as they die
i said
for many times that i dont want to lie anymore
i am tired and sick of being untrue
i said
let me have it, God
i beg you, please forgive me
i said
i would do anything to have them by my side
as i need and want to hold them tight
i said
my heart aches as i think about them
my tears flow as i feel them
i said
hope this will be the last time
please forgive me God
let me have a rebirth
i need a change
i want to relive my life
as i pray right here and right now
please hold us close to you
pick us up from this mess
now i know what i want
now i know what i need
i need and want you
i need and want them
love them, yes i do.
love,
marcel
marcel
>>you can't do much when you keep thinking about the things that you don't have, but you can do much with the things that you have<<
>>you can't do much when you keep thinking about the things that you don't have, but you can do much with the things that you have<<
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